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SO this morning’s rheumy appointment I was told that I will be in really bad pain through out the whole pregnancy and there’s nothing that anyone can do about it. Then he told me that I had some labs come back saying that I have a 90% chance of having Seronegative rheumatoid arthritis then proceeded in telling me how much I will hurt from it and the fibromyalgia for the rest of my life, and kept repeating it because they felt like I wasn’t taking it serious… yeah right hello I was letting it sink all in and was trying not to let it get me down to much.  then I had another appointment later that afternoon  and received yet another bad diagnoses but was told that it will take a long while and will take a lot of work but I could get better in the end. then received a phone call from the ivf clinic saying the people who did my ultrasound and blood test faxed over the wrong paper instead of results which means I wont get those till monday.  so to leave it on a better note  yesterday while I was getting my MRI  done  Jason got a call from the retirement fund and was told they looked it over again and decided that they were wrong and decided to give us the full amount we asked for which means now I have the money to freeze the extra (if any) eggs and if case the menopour or the follistim gets upped I have the money to do both plus the gas back and forth, hotel, food, ect…! I feel like I could breathe again till today and will again hopefully tomorrow. for now I am frustrated, angry, and so very sad. 

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