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ok so we get called back and my heart starts beating a mile a minute. recap… they transferred 2 class 1 embryos and 1 class 2 embryo.  one of the embryos didn’t attach at all. I miscarried the 2nd baby… the third baby though is still hanging in there and doctor says baby looks right where it should be at around 6 weeks pregnant. there was no heart beat yet but he said not to worry though that’s it could be a little behind. I go back in a week to make sure that this is a viable pregnancy. He’s looking for considerable growth and next week we should be able to see the heart beating. morning sickness is starting to get a bit stronger…. i’m so conflicted with emotions, i’m so happy about the 3rd baby, but so sad about the other 2 babies. Hope everyone has a wonderful night. 6 week ultrasound

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was only 1023.. so now I have to go back to fertility clinic on Thursday for a ultrasound sound to find out what is wrong. She said could be that only one egg attached and could still be a healthy normal pregnancy or we could be losing all of them… I’m not having any sharp pain or any bleeding….  I asked if the number would be normal for a single baby but she said there’s no way to know for sure. but kept telling me it could be just one attached or that we lost one or two but the third is still ok… I am so upset and can’t believe I have to wait till Thursday to find out. I am praying that if anything that’s it’s just one baby and that that one baby is normal.

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it has been one whole week since we have been able to get any type of news on how well our baby(ies) are progressing. I believe everything to be good still though, I have not had any more spotting at all and no pain other then the achiness, pinching and pressure to which my fertility clinic says all is normal.  Also I have become so very tired lately that I started laying down during the day and at about 8pm I get super tired and just want to go to bed…. but I can’t go to bed until I do the PIO shot at 10:30 😦 so not fair. my nausea has gotten steadily worse this past week to which today during the middle of church of all times I had to run to barely make it in time to the toilet.  Breasts are still sore and my bras are starting to get tight… due to my fibromyalgia, I was hoping it would not kick in until 4-6 months pregnant but it has started already. My lower back is spasming and any time I get out of a chair, bed, couch… I get a intense burning sensation followed by a lighting sensation that shoots up my spine and down my legs. My hips are also killing me and are sitting at a level 7 pain all the time now, and my fibro skin is back, meaning my skin is extremely sensitive to the touch to a painful level.  I hope everyone is having a wonderful night.

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I caved in last night and took a test… it came up with a faint positive. I don’t know why but I took another test this morning when I woke up and it was negative, now I’m having medium cramps and I’m worried on the 13th it will be negative still.  Was last night’s a false positive could it be the trigger shot was still in my system and it is to early to get a positive or should I prepare for the worse..  I was given the trigger shot Jan 28th and yesterday I was 7dp2dt., I don’t know how long it stays in your system. the ivf nurse told me the day we had the transfer to not test until the 12th…

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We are getting so close! I am 8dp2dt now! No more cramping and only mild pain around my belly button and feeling pressure in my tummy.  Symptom wise, anything comes near my breasts I will kill it, have to pee more often, mood swings like crazy!!  I have 4 more days till I have the blood test done, which we heard from hubbys boss yesterday… Feb 13th Jason has to drive 3 hours away for a training class that he already missed the first one due to ivf.  So I get to go do the blood test on my own and deal with the results on my own until hubby comes home at 3pm. now we both honestly think it worked and there wont be a problem. But we also know there’s always that chance that it didn’t work, or that it did but we are now miscarrying. I know we will get through it though. I’m already dying to POAS!! but hubby keeps telling me NO! LOL Hope everyone has a wonderful day.

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I swear time has slowed down to a crawl. I don’t even have a ticking clock in my house and yet I still hear one yet the hands on the clock are not moving.  6 more days till I have the blood test to find out if I am indeed pregnant.  I had a minor scare yesterday that I called my infertility clinic to find out if that was normal. yesterday early afternoon I started having very mild cramping lower middle stomach, you know that type that feel like you are fixing to start your period. I have also for 3 days now been having minor pain around my belly button so I first went and checked to see if I started bleeding of course (no blood at all), then called hubby who said call the clinic. Nurse called me back, she listened to me in all my panic about the mild cramping and very calmly ask if any blood, I said none she said well unfortunately at this stage pregnancy symptoms and period symptoms are a lot alike, so all normal but call back if you have any blood or sharp pain in stomach.  So I then mentioned the belly button pain, she then gave a half soft laugh and warmly said that’s good that it a symptom of pregnancy. I apologized for calling in a panic and thanked her and got off the phone and then started freaking out about being pregnant. I don’t want to really get excited till I have the official test saying I am though.  Now I keep trying to talk myself out of taking a HPT because it may not show positive till maybe the 12th. Come on Feb 13th…. I just want to hear your pregnant so I can start shouting it to the world. Hope everyone has a wonderful day.

 

5dp2dt

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So results are 3 huge follicles on each ovary with multi follicles that could also be good. My estradiol is 287, so I am on 3 vials of menopur every morning 300 units of Follistim every night along with the Ganirelix shot every evening until Monday. Doc says he wants my estradiol to get as high as it can before he does retrieval. He doesn’t sound as though he has that much hope of there being any eggs but he still wants to give it a go. He told me today there’s nothing else he or I can do since I am already on the highest dose he will do. He says for what ever reason that he can not figure out my ovaries are acting like they are much much older then I am, I’m only 31 years old… I’m glad he is willing to still do the retrieval though he told me if it was anyone that didn’t have my history he would have canceled this cycle. I feel as though if this cycle does not work that he will be telling me to look into other options like donor egg, which was brought up for a second in this appt. So what we know for now is meds till Monday morning do blood test that day then trigger that night and retrieval wed, unless he decides at the last second to cancel, but from the way he told us today I don’t think he will.

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