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Blah Sunday

Took hubby to airport at 4am this morning ūüė¶ I hate being without him but he will be back thursday afternoon. I had to give myself the injection today I got to use to him doing it though it was easy since it isn’t the one you have to mix up. so instead of just sulking cause my baby isn’t here I took my dog, stormy, to the dog park for a few hours and walked about 3 miles. she loves it there she has 7 acres to run around and play with other dogs there are doggy water fountains and fire hydrants all over the place lol . she is¬†8 years old, she’s half lab and half blue heeler. she is one of the sweetest dogs I have ever owned. not to mention a big time daddy’s girl ūüė¶ ¬†now I guess I will do some cleaning and wait for my baby’s call.

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Such A Lazy Saturday…

I just can’t seem to get myself motivated to get up and do anything today. Jason gets off at 4pm today then we have to get him all packed up and ready to go. I can’t believe it’s that time of year again, this year just seems to be going by so fast.¬† I also can’t believe that we have to get up at 4am ūüė¶ oh well it’s just one day and he will be back on the 30th and back to normal routine. he’s planing on taking a vacation the third week of september since that is when we are supposed to do the gathering and transfer. it’s so cute to hear him talk about the transfer and then he wants to take leave when the baby is born. I love him so much and am going to miss him like crazy.

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SO this morning’s rheumy appointment I was told that I will be in really bad pain through out the whole pregnancy and there’s nothing that anyone can do about it. Then he told me that I had some labs come back saying that I have a 90% chance of having Seronegative rheumatoid arthritis then proceeded in telling me how much I will hurt from it and the fibromyalgia for the rest of my life, and kept repeating it because they felt like I wasn’t taking it serious… yeah right hello I was letting it sink all in and was trying not to let it get me down to much.¬† then I had another appointment later that afternoon¬† and received yet another bad diagnoses but was told that it will take a long while and will take a lot of work but I could get better in the end. then received a phone call from the ivf clinic saying the people who did my ultrasound and blood test faxed over the wrong paper instead of results which means I wont get those till monday.¬† so to leave it on a better note¬† yesterday while I was getting my MRI ¬†done¬† Jason got a call from the retirement fund and was told they looked it over again and decided that they were wrong and decided to give us the full amount we asked for which means now I have the money to freeze the extra (if any) eggs and if case the menopour or the follistim gets upped I have the money to do both plus the gas back and forth, hotel, food, ect…! I feel like I could breathe again till today and will again hopefully tomorrow. for now I am frustrated, angry, and so very sad.¬†

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ok I¬†am noticing¬†a pattern here every time¬†we do the injection on the right side under my belly button it hurts, left doesn’t hurt at all…¬†the right side¬†hurts for a few seconds. so ultrasound¬†went good I¬†think said the uterus¬†looked good and that I¬†have follicles¬†already on my ovaries ūüôā ! though I¬†thought it was early for that lol I¬†do however have a tiny cyst on one of the ovaries only 1.2mm. blood test I¬†guess will be back in a couple of days. so now I’m¬†waiting till 3pm to go get the last MRI done. More good news the¬†hardship loan got approved from his retirement fund. less than¬†we thought but that’s ok it buys the last follistim that we needed to ensure we can finish this round of IVF.¬† I feel like I¬†can half way breathe again lol I just can’t shake the worries so far every step we take with the IVF a road block tries to stop us going forward. God I really hope this works this time around¬† I otherwise it will have to wait till we finish getting back out of debt again

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The shot barely even stung today! We went back out today to see about a loan still and it looks as though we have a high chance of getting one but can not get it till at least the 29th this month, we also heard back today from the retirement fund about the hardship withdrawal and it looks as though we will be getting that but not as much as we thought we would have. that’s okay though as long as it covers this IVF cycle I’m good with that if by chance we would need to do another cycle we will save up this time before getting started.¬† So far our diet is going real good and I went for my old 3 mile walk today which felt great outside and was just beautiful. I figure I’m going to walk one day and the next I will stay home and use the stepper for¬† an hour, at least till I can build back up to doing the 5 1/4 mile plus swimming for an hour 1/2 plus the stepper for an hour a day. but right now I am hurting and am just so tired I figure as long as I do some type of exercise¬† for an hour a day it will at least let me maintain… hopefully.¬† Tomorrow morning I have to go get my ultrasound and blood test to see is there are any cysts and I don’t remember what else she said they were doing. that afternoon I get my MRI done on my right wrist I can’t wait to finish up all of these dr appts already….

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So today’s shot not bad at all, the normal 5 second sting then it was good.¬† Jason and I stayed up late last night talking about different things two of them being the IVF money and¬† our diet/exercise.¬† I was not happy about getting back up to 213 and Jason had gained about 7¬†lbs also. not to mention both Jason and I’s sugar levels were getting higher.¬† So we sat down and made a commitment to the low-calorie/low sugar diet and 2 hours a day working out.¬† Today’s went good till now lol I’m hungry but I not it wont kill me to just hold out a few hours and then have a low cal low sugar lite snack then off to bed. so we will see how this will do i still have a month or so till we head in for the gathering to lose as much as possible. Now the IVF money that was a different story…. It’s just hurting us so bad bills are starting to be held off till later and neither one of us likes that at all! we just got out of debt before we started the IVF process. So today we spent all day long going to place to place trying to get a loan and so far it’s a no go… The loan would help us out with getting out of debt again and finally getting the follistim paid for so I can stop freaking out about that … We have the money for it but not in time…. Oh plus my lovely start of cycle landed today which is a good thing but it lead me to find out that what we had set up with my OB/GYN and my IVF clinic is not going to work out with the blood draws. Now they can however do my ultrasound and blood draw thursday but after that it looks as though I will be driving to Dallas every other day once I start the menopur and the follistim to check levels. Man that’s a 2 1/2 hours drive there¬† and back!?! 5 hours of driving for prob 15 mins at the clinic for blood work SUCKS…. I told Jason we may want to check out an extended stay hotel for the last two weeks during this process and see what would be cheaper the hotel or gas back and forth. although if we can’t get this loan we may have to stop and wait a month till we have all the money.. Hope everyone has a wonderful night.

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Lupron day 4

Oh my goodness today’s shot hurt so bad! I’m hoping it was just the needle since it stopped hurting after the needle was removed. I feel so achy all over and no energy and no motivation. I want to try to get back into my old routine but right now is not a good time. It has been raining all week-long and the mosquitoes are really bad and two people in my city have the West Nile virus and one of those unfortunately has passed away, so not wanting to take a chance on it. I have my MRI of my wrist today and my bone density scan I just want to get these over with already. Just tell me already if I have it or not cause wither way I can’t do anything about till after baby is here. I think i am mostly just tired of the constant go go go…

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